Ramble

This apartment is starting to look really sad. Boxes fill it up and it's just too clean, it doesn't quite feel like home anymore. I guess it's not home for long. Two more days until I have to start all over again. Trip to the Philippines got cancelled (depressing!) Things aren't going to well with the familia. If my dad didn't have to be such a jerk, things may be a little different. On the bright side, I've been reeling in a lot of e-mails from photographers here in North Carolina, even a few in New York. That means more travel, also meaning more money to spend! Modeling is such a cut throat business. Not only in that everyone is so critical about everything involving you, but because it really breaks your wallet, also. Traveling up to NYC for a shoot is NOT cheap. Knowing you're getting paid to have your pictures taken is always wonderful and it looks great on your resume, but sometimes you spend more than you make. I know in the long run it won't be but small pickles. Things will get better. It always does somehow.