Life Now

I had ample time to sit and muse today. As usual I've been over thinking and over analyzing just about anything that pops up in my head. I guess I couldn't really call it "thinking" because it was too scattered. Too many ideas at once. Still in the process of leaving this cul-de-sac of a town. I really want to just throw up all over Moore County. That would be the day. Living in Charlotte has been a very good thing for me. I had an epiphany about this time last week that it is what's best for me. I have to get away from everything pulling me down here, holding me back from what I want and need to do. I'm almost officially ready to start my life. I'm only back because something in my gut told me I needed to. Having a few jobs set up for next week makes me feel like I'm doing something awesome for myself and I haven't felt that way in a while.