Thoughts & Ideas

Deal With What's Real

Often I sit with a blank stare. Mind you, it's not that my mind is as blank as my eyes. They say our eyes are windows to the soul. I don't believe this is true. My eyes are just spheres holding my brain in that project what I can see. I'm always so overrun with thoughts and ideas that I can't even verbally relay them. I don't even always understand myself. But how I love it. Not having a soul to listen to what comes to mind is the worst. It's so hard to know if the words I speak are being appreciated or coming from my lips, falling to deaf ears and dying as they hit the airwaves. Good friends sometimes, (but not always) understand, and hopefully try to make sense of things. In meeting people, I want to know if they can incorporate my passion into their life. My thoughts are so precious to me that I only want those I feel can handle them to hear my words. Because they deserve it.

Pass It On

Start a revolution by being ouspoken. Even the most close-minded conformists will hear and respect the wit it takes to go against what is looked at as "natural" by the majority. The more they argue, the closer you are to getting in their heads. The ability to speak to other people about anything should be used as a positive gateway to making the world a better place. Instead of rumors, we should spread ideas. Try to be a positive influence on others. In most cases they will carry your positivity and thoughts to others. The chain goes on endlessly. People all have the capability to develop their own theories about anything. If nobody hears you speak your mind, your words can't be appreciated. It can't be relayed to the valuable people that can make your ideas a reality that could change the world. For better or worse. Even though we die, ideas can live on if significant enough to alter minds that welcome honest opinion. If one person strongly believes in something, there is 100% chance someone else feels that way somewhere. It can sometimes be difficult to easily convey thoughts meaningful to oneself. Sometimes, the best ones come from experience.
Sometimes, they have to be learned. It can be scary having thoughts that might cause conflict, that is why a lot goes unspoken. It is amazingly unbelievable how many things we are capable of doing and now know because a single person's idea. I think
it's crazy imagining how many ideas can alter the world.

What is Equality?

Flaws are beautiful. Though wired in minds in this country that we are all equal, is there really truth to that statement? I believe real equality means the circumstances throughout an entire lifetime from birth to death are fair game. Many factors prevent this statement from being true. But it is what you make of it. Life is a gift no matter what situation you are in. It's up to us to make mistakes and learn from them. Decisions make us who we are. But who is to say what is really real? It's up to you what you believe. I'm just here to speak my mind, remember?

Emotion

*Evil is the most selfish, inevitable, mental, mind-altering drug.
*Hate does not exist, it is simply a word for the weak-hearted, dependant souls to use and abuse.
*Conformity is a step to discovering your inescapable hidden ego and a crying yearn for the human desire
of acceptance.
*Sadness if a step to happiness, a way to release pain, and a sign for the universal need of genuine companionship
and love.
*Love is not a word, it is an action. It can only spread to those willing to prove selflessness.
*Envy is the often masked sister of jealousy, the cousin of greed, the dauhter of selfishness.

Meet Tina Marie

I am lost. I am hopeful. I am passionate. I am weak. I am strong. I am beautiful. I am ugly. I am weak. I am strong. I am hateless. I am aware. I am strange. I am proud. I am narcissitic. I am carefree. I am confident. I am broken. I am a soul-searcher. I am loved. I am hated. I am human. I am gullible. I am persuasive. I am decadent. I am funny. I am intelligent. I am dying. I am living. I am trustworthy. I am trusting. I am caring. I am creative. I am honest. I am joyful. I am musical. I am friendly.
I am charismatic. I am energetic. I am sexual. I am simple. I am obnoxious. I am loud. I am thoughtful. I am kind. I am lovely. I am playful. I am bossy. I am prone to procrastination. I am stubborn. I am ruthless. I am real. I am who I am.